Sunday, January 02, 2011


After all....

Haven't blogged the whole of December. Filled with quarrels and cold war with boyfriend, or so call fiance. Every time i feel happy and have the mood to blog about our dates/outings, we'd end up quarreling. Hate December so much. Though I really can't wait for it to come in November...

As the saying goes, if you expect too much, disappointments will surely arise. And it sure did. Or if you really love someone so much, it'll prolly hurt alot when an argument is exchanged.

Was looking forward to really enjoying my christmas and new year countdown. yet they ended up being really boring. And i really did waste my AL for these couple of days, if i hadn't tried to salvage it. Yes, i blocked leave since MARCH this year, for disappointment. Please tell me i'm stupid cuz i got ditched for some other last minute plans. Ha, what a joke. Cuz why? I still ended up in hot tears even after i got home. I can only say, i feel rather fucked up. Get me out of the way so that you can carry on what you like to do.

I shall not shall not shall not reserve my non-working weekends solely for you anymore. =(
Nice brilliant new year. One thing to be happy about, at least December is over.

Posted by reticent_aura at 1/02/2011 04:33:00 AM