Friday, June 29, 2007


hahaha im much too elated.. so i just gotta show this dumb pic =X

I check my Tiger inbox today and guess what's in store for me? I've gotten an email from my team leader telling me i'm one of the chosen few to do Acting Cabin-Crew In-charge soon! ^^ Hmmmm` I'm really so excited but i know the word soon will be earliest August i reckon. ^^ hee`

My hard work is being recognized. Seems like love's even more excited than me, coz he kept on congratulating me as well. =) Well im so excited. Think Wing understands this feeling best!

Footnote: I'm still sooooo addicted to NDS.. haha`

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/29/2007 10:57:00 PM

Such a lovely day..

Feeling such great warmth in my heart i really feel very very xinfu. I feel that dearest and i share such great chemistry that the topics we shared together were never boring and i always feel so happy even if we only had a short dinner date. Hmmmmm no wonder my colleagues have been telling me i looked totally like im glowing in love! Well i truly am! hehe`

As such, preparations for the overseas trip is going on and apparently we're still going to Hong Kong after all (Wing u owe me one & erm... if there're no more changes). For once we actually made plans to go Bangkok and i've already collected like 250 SGD worth of Thai Baht lor (6400 THB).. Bah.. hehehe` Well no choice, gonna sell them to my colleague bah.

So yea, i'll be spending my 21st birthday there as well, since we'll be going from 9th July till 12th/13th. And just nice, 10th July is also 4th month anniversary for love and i. ^^ I'm so excited! Can't wait for next week to come, all that clubbing, partying plus total fun for that overseas trip. Awesome.

And i only slept at 2am this morning.. Woke up by a call from SATS to activate me for an ultra early morning flight, reporting at 5:30 AM.. dots. I was like zombie lar.. Serves me right lar.. Coz last night i went downstairs with Chris to la kopi for a long while coz we had a long chat. And then when i reached home i was soooo addicted to my NDS, played Phoenix Wright till 2am.. Hmmmmmmm` Love my DS ultra LOADS! Dear dear's so jealous of me coz i managed to perform a successful operation on my patient but he can't (Trauma Center is very very addictive). =X

Have already influenced Sandy and Yixian and apparently they love NDS now too. hee` I'm such a meanie.

Cute aye? Taken in Vivo's Gv..

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/29/2007 03:21:00 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

hmmmmmm im singing Mika's Love Today now.. =)

So happy now. Feeling such great warmth in my heart. Dear dear cheered me up totally today. I must admit i haven't been meeting him much recently except maybe when he fetched or took me to work. =( I really didn't really spend enough time with him so today, i canceled my clubbing date with my buddy and caught a movie with him. =))

He came and fetched me round about 7+pm.. We then headed to Vivocity since town is quite boring le.. Bought tics to 9:20's Fantastic 4 II.. Had dinner in Food Republic. Finally gotten to try the hokkien mee since i've always wanted to try it in Wisma's food republic..
Not bad, i like the very wet version hee`

After the movie dear and i chatted outside vivo near the sentosa gateway till after 12 midnight before we decided to head back home. I really missed spending such good times with him. Feels so good just to be with him. And the Davidoff scent i bought for him really turns me on lar.. =X haha Like it so much..


Erm.. I really dunno what i want for my birthday. Maybe to make things easier for my buddies.. I shall try to churn out some stuff for my wishlist..

- Anything handmade. Cancerians are such useless suckers for handmade stuff.. Maybe an extraordinary card, a banner? No? =X And i really do have a soft spot for cards..

- I need a wallet with card slots...

- A watch!!!! i think i need a good one. Currently using this very durable and lovely rose gold coloured $9.90 watch which i bought in pasar malam.. o.O ooooh i dun mind diamantes on the face though *slurps.. =X

- Bags bags and more bags! muahahhahahah` Well u can't expect much from a woman can't u..

- Vouchers from anywhere and everywhere.. Boutiques, Tangs.. whatever.. (Ang bao aka cash under this category..)

- Paul & Joe's, MAC, Bobbi Brown, Anna Sui.. ^^ Ettusais skincare hahaha`

- Powerhouse 2 years membership!!!!! BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT. ROFL`

- Fragrances preferably Issey Miyake's Summer, YSL's Babydoll, Ralph Lauren's Romance.

- Any other kinky, interesting, extraordinary stuff including SURPRISES. hmmmm i love surprises. hee`

Disclaimer: Above list for your reference (fun, laughter, peace & joy) only.. Of course i'd definitely prefer a card anytime, and probably 100 lines of 'It's the thought that counts'. (Idea courtesy of Sandy but patented by the boyfriend) ^^

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/28/2007 01:41:00 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Birthday celebration

Preparations for the party is going underway. ^^ Waiting for confirmation of the buffet catering. Now i only need to get decorations as well as to order the cake too.

Details as furnished below:

Venue : Signature Park Function Room
Address : Toh Tuck Road
Date : 8th July 2007
Time : 6:30 PM
Theme : 'Music is my life' (Wear retro, rock star, solid & loud colors strongly advised!)
Wanna show that my friends are truly the colors of my life ^^ Cannot live w/o em.


For once Dangni's condition is better but now apparently it has taken a turn for the worse.. Really hope ATG will be able to help her recover but it'll suppress her immune system as well since it cuts down on the white blood cells.

But not to worry, we'll all be sincerely praying for u always.

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/27/2007 06:14:00 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

In Loving Memory...

24th June 2001.

6 years on already and i still miss u so much. Really wonder how you're doing now. Won't you tell me in my dreams?

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/26/2007 02:02:00 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Not too good not too good..

Hai not feeling too good. Even though retail therapy did helped alot. But im feeling depressed again after i reached home just half an hour ago.

Flight was fine today, went back home, bathed and then headed to town to meet Sandy. We had lunch, shopped around and then met up with yixian where we shopped again and had dinner in Pepper Lunch..

Spent more than 100 today again.. Bought undies from Topshop, a pair of jeans from Pull & Bear, some cosmetics and also more nail lacquer. Think i have like 15 bottles now?

Bah.. i should really go sleep it off. Im feeling so down and dead now...o.O

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/23/2007 09:40:00 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

Gonna go sleep soon..

Sorry, my mind's too blank to think of a more innovative title.

Went for dinner with love last night after my flight.. Slacked at his place till 1+am before i went back home.. Only slept at about 3am and woke up round about 1pm to meet Yixian at AMK hub for lunch and walk around.

After which we headed to Serangoon garden to get pet supplies, she for her rabbit and me for my dogs. We then went over to my place and we had fun playing NDS together until about 9+pm when she went back home. haha` Now i got another person addicted to Nintendo DS handheld. Muahahhahaa` the games raWKs totally..

Gonna be a boring weekend =( Coz dear's going to chalet to celebrate his buddy's birthday. Not that i dun wanna go but no point since i've got morning flight everyday. Hmmmm never mind.. Shall go out with my sisters tomorrow after flight.

Bah... I wanna go sleep le.. Need to wake up at 4.30am... o.O

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/22/2007 11:38:00 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Wheeee im so happy!!

Hee` Nothing can describe how happy i feel now wor =) Well, except that i gotta work tml lar.. hmmm` Anyway, Today's family day! Yesterday had major hole in my own pocket coz i spent more than 100 shopping. And today it's my family's turn. muahahah` =X

Had lunch at home, then our whole family went out in the late afternoon to AMK hub. Shopped around and i bought myself a red vintage clutch bag ^^ *grinz. Very cheap, only 10 bucks and it can be carried in 4 different ways coz it's inclusive of 2 straps.

After which i treated them to dinner and we went shopping around again, this time outside AMK hub. Finally mum managed to get me a white gold key pendant coz it was just so difficult to find a nice one since many places have limited designs.

And then chris went to check out the prices of Nintendo DS Lite in a couple of shops and bought the white one for me! hee` Now i have tonnes of games and i've gotten my dream NDS! Been wanting it since a long time coz of all the fun games im so interested in =) Wheeeeeeeeeeeee`

The venue for my birthday bash has been set and well, just gotta roughly confirm the number of people and get the ordering of catering and my cake going. =) And to set a theme as well. muahahha`

I feel so elated! But then again.. im suffering from love sickness.. Haven't seen love for a few days le.. Miss his cuddles and kisses..

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/19/2007 09:29:00 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Date with my god brother.


Zara top : $50
GAP top : $30
Wedding gift for Cheryl & Hubby : $40
Nasi Biryani Mutton : $5.00
Mac's Ice cream cone : $0.50
Time spent with Jinwei : Priceless

Met up with my god brother whom i haven't seen for more than 2 years! We met at 12 noon at YCK station control so we can take the train down together to town. We first had lunch in Wisma's food republic. After which we started our shopping trip! He needed to get a pair of dark coloured jeans for work.

So we went hunting for his jeans.. Meanwhile i bought stuff as well.. o.O Halfway thru shopping we ate ice cream cones. Went from wisma to taka, and from taka to lucky plaza's levis, and then to far east. Finally managed to get very nice jeans from Graphite, which was a love at first sight for me. hee` Coz yea it looks great on him.

It was great having to meet up with him again after so long. Really missed those ultra thick eyebrows of his when we used to compare him with Crayon Shin.. hee` The times when we'd play basketball together in secondary school days and just chill out in the cafe in Tanglin CC.. hmmmm those were the days. ^^

He then left for work at 4+pm and i headed home. ^^ Good harvest muahahaha`


Shots taken using Effa's camera..

Recurrent - LOL my eyes so er xin.. That's Sharon and Aslinda at the back. I got named at 'Voluptuous' after this shot -.-

Recurrent in the classroom - CIC Effa & me..

Taken at Cheryl's chalet. ^^ Tiger colleagues..

And some more. ^^

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/18/2007 10:35:00 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

I love recurrent!

Recurrent was darn good fun! Training comes when my certificate of Proficiency is about to expire wahahhah` And it kicked off on Friday with Captain Field Clark leading us into the Crew Relations Management (CRM) Course.. Sometimes it has gotten abit dry but the games and breaks between them did helped.. =) And for recurrent this year, we also have cockpit crew joining us too.

After CRM course in Alteon, we had plenty of time to spare before we have to reach SIA Training Centre by 5:30pm.. So we headed to Airport T2's Pacific coffee company for small chat over great drinks and small food. Reached STC before 5:30pm for our first aid course, meaning to last thru till 9:30 pm..

Me & Zerlina in front of the super retro portrait in STC! hehehe` The retro SIA crews with mushroom styled hair.. wahahhaha`

Inside the classroom...

CIC Audrey & me..

Me & Zerlina..

Did the First Aid Theory test and we all aced it! hee =) Practiced steps in CPR - Compressions, Blowing.. Had great fun and my compressions were good and i got it the first time round! muahahahha`

And for the next day of recurrent (Saturday), we started off the day in STC having security talk, then SEP theory test.. Carried on with lunch, identifying stuff inside the survival kit, fire fighting and scenario, in which for this recurrent program, it's Planned Water Evacuation (Ditching).

Did the scenario and off we go jumping onto the slide raft. And went up the trainer again and jump off it into the 3 or 4 meteres deep pool.. Love it! muahahahahahha` Swam 50 metres, cuddle together, tow each other and then got up onto the slide raft. =)

Recurrent was such a success and it was darn good fun!

Now look at how wet we were, with our bikinis/swimsuit inside our pants and shirt.

Zerlina & me..

Standing beside the Trainer and the pool.. hmmm i know my bag's very very big.. coz i borrowed my brother's crumpler.. o.O

Right outside the trainer.

After the training, dear dear came and fetched me to yixian's place so i could pass her the cheque. Had small chat before we went down to White Sands for dinner and shop-a-round. Reached Cheryl's Chalet in Downtown East round about 9+ pm.. Alot of my colleagues were there as well. We then headed home round about 11+ nearing 12 midnight.

Congrats to my dearest Cheryl on her becoming legal husband and wife with her hubby Jason! =)

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/17/2007 12:04:00 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Im feeling better ^^

Finally things are on a brighter note. Hmmmm` Well maybe i've learnt to take things in my stride.

Still hoping Dangni can make it through and find a suitable bone marrow donor. Sad sad..

Spent 2 whole days at home yesterday and today. =) Spent quality time with mummy. And last night Cheryl cabbed down to my place, i hopped in and went to fetch Kelly as well. Headed down St James. =) Went into Powerhouse first. Queued to get a jug and a tequila shot each. Yummy love the salt and lemon. hee` I had my whiskey coke, drank their whiskey dry and gin tonic too.

After which we went to the dancefloor and got it going. Danced for a while before we decided to head to Dragonfly. Listened to their live band sing canto and mando songs and also danced at the rnb intervals. First time been to Dragonfly, but erm.. still prefer powerhouse lar.

Drank somemore and enjoyed ourselves until the place closed at 5:30.. The 3 of us then cabbed home. ^^ Hee didn't wanna trouble dear to come fetch me even though he kinda insisted.

Cheryl, me and Kelly

Me & Cheryl

best buddies in my batch!

Getting cosy hehe`

I'm soooo gay

Can't u see we had so much fun!

Took this shot before i left home to meet Sandy in town on Tuesday. Yea i finally wore my suspenders since i bought it 6 mths ago in KL.

Today i treated my parents to a good lunch at the market, bak kut teh & pig's trotters. ^^ Had a good time. muahahha`

Spent a few hours studying First Aid and also the Safety & Emergency Procedures (SEP) manual just now.. I'm having my recurrent tml and Saturday to renew my Certificate of Proficiency! hee` =)

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/14/2007 11:48:00 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Still depressed...

But maybe going out with lovely Sandy did helped to cheer me out a little.. Did eye brow trimming at Paul & Joe and also bought a lip balm coz i finally finished using mine.

Bah... Feeling more and more down each day. I wanna get wasted tomorrow in Powerhouse! See ya'l there if u're going.. o.O

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/12/2007 11:06:00 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007


Gotten to know a very saddening news. Hurts quite bad.. A perfectly well lady struck with a rare disease. I really do hope for the best. And i promise to pray for her. I believe we're all affected by the news, if u really do know this lady. And it truly sucks.

Today's a very sad day for me. Bad stuff just kept coming in and felt like they hit me real bad. Kept tearing until my eyes hurt sooo badly. I feel soooo like getting wasted. Fuck.

Maybe it'll be like what Daryl said. Wait for the rainbow to come after the storm.. Keep safe everyone.

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/08/2007 08:56:00 PM

Maroon 5 – Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving all he makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It won't fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh
I want for mine to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

These words makes me tear so much.. So meaningful, so terribly true and painful..

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/08/2007 08:48:00 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Great time!

Yesterday and today was my day off. =) Spent it mostly at home in front of my lappy.. Think im becoming sooo geeky, but i love to spend time at home.

After my flight on Tuesday, love came and fetch me home at about 8+ after his running. hee` We were both so shagged that we just headed back to our separate cribs w/o having dinner together.

And as for yesterday, i spent my whole day at home playing games and having plenty of rest which im definitely lacked of. Went out for dinner with love in the evening. Wanted to watch pirates but cancelled the plan coz i dunno why mummy's upset with me about. Bah` In the end we just had dinner in Marina Square and shopped around but bought nothing.

Spent some quality time with love, eating ice cream, fooling around, having the best time of our lives together. I really love to chat with him, getting to know him better and loving him more and more each day. All i can say is that we really click with each other very well, feels as though nothing can go wrong with him around. ^^

We both can talk about everything under the sun with the company of each other. And it seems just so interesting to be with him. Just imagine a guy who walked pass us while we were chatting on the steps outside marina square and then we both paused and wow together coz tt guy just seemed so charming.. Dear commented tt his features were nice and yep i agree totally too hehe` Hmmmmm eye candies. =X

And i've bought Davidoff Cool Water MEN for love coz i love this scent soooo much.. Turns me on muahahahah`

Some shots we've taken together when we have so much fun together.

Took this shot after we both had steamboat at his place, ultra sweaty hehehe`

Sitting outside marina square enjoying the breeze and chatting big time.

Don't i look surprise? hehe`

I swear the above shot wasn't taken coz we planned or something. We didn't plan anything at all about making faces in this shot =X haha` Creepy.

On a side note, prison break II wasn't as nice as the first series.. hmmmm` Think there shld be a 3rd one coming up bah.. seeing it didn't finish quite nicely.

And im watching America's Next Top Model Cycle 8 now. wahahhahah`

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/07/2007 08:57:00 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Ooooooh im lovin' it

Mighty good flight today!! ^^ Love the crew so much heheheh` Love to work with my buddies. ^^ It was a blast with Idawaty, Azrin and Rashid. Very adventurous flight haha` Was appointed as the one to go down Clark to get foodstuff again. Bah` This time it was sooo terrible coz of the exchange rate and all, so i took a much longer time there even until all passengers board le and they all were only waiting for me =.=

But the ground staff there were so nice even offered me a buggy ride! Imagine a buggy ride in the middle of the hangar. MUAHAHHHAHA~ cool huh` As usual i was mistaken for the millionth time that i look like a fillipino.. Today even passengers said i look like someone with Portugese blood mixed in me.. o.O And was also described by the guy selling cheeseburgers in Clark airport as "A beautiful Singaporean lady who looks like a fillipino" ... Oh please, im a Singaporean who can speak fluent chinese lor -.-

Sales was good, crew was great, passengers were nice too, what can i expect more. =) And on the last sector, the DJ Shan Wee (dunno whether i've spelt his name correctly), Howard (from An Eye for a Guy II) and another guy (DUNNO HIS NAME!! but i've seen him on tv somewhere *ponders) were onboard! Whooo heheheheh` Eye candies.. o.O

Dunno his name.. o.O

Shan wee and me ^^ Oooooohhhh sharp features =X

Howard & me..

Me and the 3 guys.

Azrin & the 3 of them..

Azrin, Waty and me. =)

Crew onboard 502/903 4th june '07

Candid shot of First Officer Tony Cayaba (on holiday), Rashid, Azrin and my hand.

Dearest came to fetch me after my flight and we headed to his place to have steamboat again! lol` Spent great quality time with each other and i've found out soooo many interesting things about him. Seems like we soooo click with each other we can have sooo many topics to talk about. And i've found out his dirty secrets muahaha.. Love him so dearly.

Feeling ultra happy now coz my July leave is approved!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA Damn good. =)) Am gonna celebrate my birthday in Hong Kong lar.. wahhahahaha` With lovely wing hor ^^


Posted by reticent_aura at 6/05/2007 12:35:00 AM

Sunday, June 03, 2007


I want to blog leh.. Shhhhhhh dun tell dear dear coz he wants me to go rest more instead of blogging =X

I'm soooo much in love with Daniel Gian haha` ^^ Missing dear so badly now. Been spending quality time with him these couple of days. Just yesterday after my morning flight, dearest came to fetch me and we had early dinner in Toa Payoh's Crystal Jade. ^^ ORdered la mien and also xiao long bao plus har gow. After which we headed to his place to take a look at all his pictures when he was young. =)

We really spent a great deal of time chatting last night. Feels as though we can chat about anything under the sun. It's such a difficult task to actually be able to find someone who can really click with you and to have such connecting chemistry with you. God's definitely been very kind to me. I reached home about 9pm last night and was so tired that i slept at 10pm coz i had to wake up 4.30am today.

Flight was good today as well.

ME & Dal in the aft galley

Thanks to dear's sacrifice of sleep. He sent me to work both yesterday and this early morning and also fetch me home after tt. Today after flight, dear fetched me back to his place and we just hung around, watched tv and had dinner together with his family - Steamboat & Teppanyaki. ^^ Had a great time coz i really did enjoyed myself. Just reached home at about 9pm. Have to go sleep soon coz tomorrow i have to wake up at 5am. ^^ Gonna work hard and then enjoy myself when i go Powerhouse come wednesday. Muacks!

SO ADDICTED TO GWEN STEFANI'S SONG - 4 in the morning!!!!

Posted by reticent_aura at 6/03/2007 10:34:00 PM