Monday, September 27, 2010
Today happened to be one of those days which really hit me that my face is hideous. =(((
After i tried to cover my teenage pimply face with make-up and it still didn't really work much for me today, i decided to report sick for my flight 2 hours before. =( Sorry for whoever who was activated. Hai`
It's like the bacteria causing them are ultra resistant!! Even the anti biotic which i've been taking. And also Cindamycin lotion which Raffles gave me. God knows when i'll recover. I know it will, eventually. But when? I'm so losing patience.............
The whole process is just so disheartening sometimes and very very painful. Truthfully no one would really know the kinda pain people with acne is going thru. Washing face is painful and so is the toweling of the face. Not forgetting even the squeezing of pimples at the facial salon. That's no big deal to me already. Cuz the worst was when the lady put some sort of solution on my face which makes it super unbearable and i didn't have a choice i just had to endure. It was ultimatum, the mixture of pain and itch.
And so, today i'm on my lowest self esteem/confidence level. I'd rather forgo the wage which i'll be getting on my flight today and fork out money to fake an mc instead. =( Spent an extra $30 on groceries, which cheered myself up a little, and cut my hair short, again.
It's the monday blues. please please go away, pimples, go away too... I wanna rediscover myself, and be truly happy again. Who cares when ppl says appearance is not important, it's definitely not true.
Posted by reticent_aura at 9/27/2010 07:28:00 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Had dinner with dan's family last night at Boon Tong Kee @ Balestier Road. Ordered 盆菜 for the 9 of us. It's my first time trying it and i really do love it!
The waitress told us to start eating from the prawns, followed by abalone and the rest. It's really delicious! Other than prawns and abalone, it consists of duck meat, white radish with dried scallop, sea cucumber, fish maw, brocolli and white cabbage, dried oyster and fa zai wrapped in pig's skin, chicken feet and also huge siew mai. ^^
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee` It's really nice!! Just this huge pot can feed the 9 of us le. Super full after tt. Gotten 2 boxes of Haagen Dazs Ice cream mooncake, one for his family and one for mine.
Feeling happy now cuz i've got a task off my mind. And so it should be Orchard Parade Hotel cuz the food is catered by Tung Lok Classics.
I can't wait!
Posted by reticent_aura at 9/23/2010 02:37:00 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Whoever says that the process of wedding planning is fun should be shot.
I don't think it's fun, at least not the searching for an event venue part. Just realized couple of days ago that i've started out too late. Whoever have got experience would start one and a half yrs before the actual date. Now, it's totally killing me, softly.
I cannot cannot find a nice venue for our date in Dec next yr. And the one which i really like, is so bloody expensive - Fairmont Singapore. FML
I'm hating this process now. And how i wish im bloody rich enuff to hire someone who can help me handle this whole process of liaising with the various places.
Posted by reticent_aura at 9/21/2010 12:22:00 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Having being cooped up at home for the past 3 days, the only thing i wanna do now is to dress up, look pretty and head out. =((((
Or i could just stay home and then go to work tml and have fun anyway. Oh please gimme more flights i need more time at work and more money.
Posted by reticent_aura at 9/01/2010 08:17:00 PM